Love Letter

Aishiatte tsutaeatte motto soba de kanjitai no
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
uchiagetai kono omoi wo

Dare no sei demo nai noni ne
itsuka kuwakunaatte iitai kimochi kuchibiru de kakurenbo no one sided love

tomori hajimeru machiakari suki to MAIRU ni shite
pikapika no hikari ni no sa kimi ni todokitai no ni

Aishiatte tsutaeatte motto soba de kanjitai no
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
uchiagetai
kono omoi wo

Kitto itsu demo shiawase na
wakenante nai kedo
yappari daisuki na hito to shiawase ni naritai no
kakushinakucha fumidasenai
jibun ga modokashi
kizuitano deai dake jya kokoro shimae nai koto

Tanjoubi wa kanpai shite
onaji keshiki yakitsuketai
aishitanara aisaretaii kagayaku machi yuuki kudasai

I LOVE YOU kimini tsutaetanara
watashi kitto kawareru hazu

Aishiatte tsutaeatte motto soba de kanjitai no
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
uchiagetai
kono omoi wo

Tanjoubi wa kanpai shite
onaji keshiki yakitsuketai
aishitanara aisaretaii kagayaku machi yuuki kudasai



To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine this feeling of mine I want to say

It’s not anyone’s fault, but I am becoming sacred from time to time
That feeling I want to say from around my lips is playing hide & seek like one sided love

The city’s lights start to shine and stop the shining moon
I want to send you my words through the mail riding on the sparkling light

To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine

It’s not always that we can always be happy that is important
But I want to be happy with the one I really love

I am angry of myself because I can’t move forward unless I hide my feelings
I just realized that when I meet you I can’t just close and throw my heart away

The view of these birthdays comes
The moments I share with you, I want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when I love, please sparkling city, give me courage

I LOVE YOU, I will be able to change if I ever said these words to you

To love each other
To communicate together
I want to feel that we are close
LOVE LETTER from my heart
LOVE LETTER for your smile
I want to tell you this feeling of mine

The view of these birthdays comes
The moments I share with you, I want to lock this in my memory
I want to be loved when I love, please sparkling city, give me courage

*Wo hwei shiang ni*

June Entry

- Work -

Mm…I just do my thing.

There was a point where for 2 weeks I didn’t do any of my own work. I captured and logged footage for one of the editors while he was gone on a film shoot. That same week I took over in shipping because Jerry took some time off. Had to stop the logging and capturing of footage to do that. At one point during that day, I was doing things for 5 different people:

Defragging Marcel’s computer (since I wasn’t capturing and logging anymore)

Shipping duties for Jerry

Capturing and making a DVD for Tony

Making DVDs for myself because some were missing that I needed to pack and ship for an order

And backing up Peach Tree (accounting information)

Seriously, my work doesn’t get done when I’m not there. But there I was doing stuff for 4 others and still had to do something for myself since no one covers my job. I did joke/snap at Patrick because he added the Peach Tree part towards the end of the day since he had to go pick up our production manager at the airport. I said it loud enough for those within earshot to hear that I was doing the work of 5 people. It’s great that they appreciate that I’m able to do that, but sometimes appreciation isn’t enough. I was expecting a small bonus if anything, but then again they never know the full story of what I do when I work. 3 computers all do something so I’m never NOT working and all that stops when I have to do stuff for others. I know the people I help out appreciate it and know how valuable I am to be dispensable like that, but management just seems to play it off like I’m JUST covering for others when they’re gone. What if I wasn’t there? What if I was sick? No one else can really drop their work to help out. They have deadlines to meet and projects to finish. They’ve already mentioned that Jerry and I can’t have vacation at the same time and I understand that (still sucks though). But what if one of us is on vacation and the other gets sick? 3-4 people have to cover in shipping meaning they have to stop their important projects. That sucks. It’s a bit of pressure that I HAVE to be there just in case. What if things come up? I was actually a little sick those days I was doing shipping, but I just kept thinking of what everyone else had to do (project-wise) and just sucked it up and did the work. I just want a little more from what I do here.

And that just adds to why I hate our Monday progress reports (meetings). Sometimes I don’t mind when I have to tell them I did 1234567890 things to show that I actually do stuff. This past Monday I had maybe 7 things to say, but got cut off because someone had something to say about thing number 4. So they went off on a tangent like they always do and I’m just waiting to continue. BUT they move on to the next person. And I looked at our production manager and we made eye contact and I was motioning that I wasn’t done and he didn’t do anything about it. AND when the next guy was done he asked if there was anything else that HE did AND did that for the next guy. PRICK! We made eye contact and you knew I wasn’t done and yet you just went on. I would’ve stopped and said my part again, but I’ve done that before and it’s not worth it since it doesn’t seem like they’re paying attention when I say my part and it’s not like they write all the things I do because IT’S A LOT TO WRITE AND IT’S PROBABLY NOT IMPORTANT TO YOU SINCE IT’S NOT A BIG PROJECT AND YOU ONLY CARE WHEN I’M INVOLVED WITH THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO YOU ONLY!

Vent, indeed.

- Video Games -

Wii Fit Review - click

I don’t think I play games that much anymore. I still have my list of games I want when they come out. The next 2 are for the DS in July, which are the new Trauma Center and Final Fantasy IV. I haven’t really been playing Wii Fit. When I was sick for a while, that threw me off and I haven’t gotten back into really using Wii Fit other than checking my BMI, weight, and COB.

- Music -

I’ve added at least 100 more songs to my iPod since last time.

I really like DBSK’s “Rising Sun.” Even though it’s at least 3 years old, I really like it.

I bought BoA’s “Everything Needs Love” single. I don’t know why, but I just started to like that song more and more over time. I do like the piano version. It really changes to mood of the song (at least for me).

I uploaded more of BoA’s music videos and concert clips to my iPod. One time at 101 they were playing her latest concert and I just happened to have put some of those clips on my iPod that day. So I took it out and got my video to sync with their video. I felt great and awesome. Victoria probably thought I was a dork for doing that, ha. She’s a nerd anyways so pblblblt!

I edited another song. I took Tommy Heavenly6’s “Lost My Pieces.” She made 2 versions of it. I just meshed them together in my own funky way and called it “Lost My Pieces (Melancholy Heavenly Mix).”

Lee Hyori is coming out with her 3^rd album soon. It’s been a while since she released her last one. I actually didn’t like the 2^nd album that much. Her first one was much better. Still don’t know if I’ll get it yet, but we’ll see.

Cheon Sang Ji Hee has a new Japanese single coming out in July. Of course I’ll be ordering that. Can’t wait to hear their new stuff.

- New Year’s Resolutions -

In January, I set 3 resolutions.

1. Exercise more.

2. Reprogram myself to get rid of a few OCD habits.

3. Personal (some know of it already).

How did I do after half a year? Well, 1 out of 3 isn’t bad. Exercise happens when it happens although it has been less than when the year started. Wii Fit isn’t helping much after I got sick and never got back on a regular routine. Some OCD habits still exist, but at least I’ve let go of some. And the personal one was going well till about a month ago and since then I haven’t gone back and am going forward with great hope. How that will turn out is yet to be seen.

- Miscellaneous -

The Rock’s new DVD-set is really cool. Great fun memories to relive.

Anjelah Johnson is super awesome.

July 4^th Exploderbration soon.

Mafia and Martinis on July 5^th.

Happy Birthdays to Derrick, Barry, and Mark.

July 3^rd…is now July 8^th…

Love Letter coming soon.

Take care.

People Do Come Back From Iraq

If any of you remember Maria, she had recently come back from Iraq.

One year after joining the army, she was sent to Iraq.

It’s been almost a year since then and she had returned safely.

(by the way, I forgot my camera at work so pictures were taken with my camera phone)

She called me the day she got back explaining how she has 2 weeks of leave from the army.

She wanted to hang out for old time’s sake and so did I.

I didn’t know she went to Colombia for a week though.

I did wonder why she didn’t call earlier to do stuff.

Anyways, I ended up going to see her the day before she had to leave.

Ended up going to Pappasito’s (her choice) with her mom.

That’s who I thought was all it was going to be.

I met her older brother, Jose, for the first time.

Cool guy, had a cool shirt on and was fun.

Maria also invited her closest friends (whom she considers family), Ashley and Samantha.

I had not seen them in a long time either.

Samantha has a baby boy of her own now, Evan-Tyler (ET).

He’s 3 months old and a cute little thing.

Unfortunately, dinner was bad.

Not the food…we didn’t even get to the food.

Our 45 minute wait for a table ended up being over an hour.

Then we waited almost another hour and didn’t even have our food out.

We decided to leave.

The manager got the cooks to pack up our food to go and we got it for free along with a couple of gift certificates.

It was around 10 by that time and we all split.

Ashley and Samantha left together and Maria’s mom took her brother back to his place.

Maria and I went to her mother’s place.

Saw her step-father, who I also had not seen in a while either.

Her mom came back and we ate our food.

The parents retired for the night and Maria and I just hung out and watched TV and talked like we used to.

Spent a couple hours sharing stories from what we didn’t get to talk about during dinner.

She does remember some of you (not all by name, ha) and asked about you.

She even remembers Café 101 because I took her there one time when she had some leave time early on in her army training days.

Laughed.

Shared more stories.

She was saying how everyone in Colombia was asking about me.

Earlier she showed me pictures/video of her family there.

The little ones had grown up so much in a couple of years.

Oh, and she got me a coffee bean bracelet while she was there as a gift.

She showed me pictures of army buddies and such, not much though since she didn’t have much to show.

Yeah, good times.

It was just good to see her again.

She doesn’t have much to do in Iraq, so I’ll be sending her stuff like pictures and videos to keep her occupied.

Playing the Wii and DS can only go so far, ha.

But yes, people do come back from Iraq.

I am just glad to see her safe, alive, healthy, and doing well.

(all the pictures we took, my eyes were closed because the flash was so bright)

Till next time, Maria.

May Entry

- Work -

For 2 weeks our production manager was on vacation. That was nice.

Recently, we had our half-year review. It went by fast. It was more just to see how the goals we set earlier have gone. Mine were progressing well and I even have new goals/tasks. I did make sure to say that I now do more and hopefully that will increase my pay soon. I also made sure to say that it took half a year for me to be given a task to do that I had asked for at my review half a year ago and that it wasn’t given to me, I had to take since they gave it to 3 other workers who didn’t know they were working on it together.

We also know who pees on the toilet seat now. Jerk. I’m sure he wasn’t even approached about it just because he’s the “president” of the company.

And…we now don’t carpool together anymore. Lost one for stupid reasons. Now I will lose $50 a week, $100 a paycheck, and $200 a month on gas (at current gas prices).

At least we get Memorial Day off.

- Video Games -

Rated C-BAM now has entries with X-Play video reviews. My reviews I write up were very sparse so I figured this would be good content. Last 2 reviews I did myself were for:

Mario Kart Wii - click

Ghost Squad - click

Wii Fit will be the next game reviewed soon.

AndyN’s gaming BBQ get together was mucho fun. Good food thanks to great cooks. Great comedy thanks to great comedians. And lots and lots of games to play from back in the day till 3:30 in the morning.

- Music -

I finished my iPod experiment. I played and listened through all 1302 songs I had at least once. Since then, the total song count is now 1371. Those have also been listened to and I’ll include a few more soon.

Newest music buys come in the form of Genki Rockets and Son DamBi. Both are great (to me). The Heavenly Star album is just 2 songs with the rest compiling of remixes of Heavenly Star. Son DamBi’s mini album is alright. I do like her new single, Bad Boy, but I do prefer her first single, Cry Eye, better.

And I still have love for BoA* and Cheon Sang Ji Hee. I did receive the other 2 CSJH CDs I was missing also.

- Miscellaneous -

222 --> 111 --> 66 --> 77

Hardy’s Twist of Fate and Wrestlemania XXIV are great wrestling DVDs.

Christmas In July (In May) was a lot of fun. Deal or No Deal, Don’t Forget The Lyrics, and 20-person Mafia with people that actually get into it and play hardcore instead of BSing the whole way is awesome!

Christiana’s going away bash was fun also. Flag football and water activities are great than the norm of games all the time. Mafia with water balloon kills is awesome! Be safe in China, Christiana. This side of the world is less cuter now.

I have a guitar now…yeah.

July 3^rd…

And that’s it I think. If I forgot something, you wouldn’t know since you’re not in my mind. It happens. People forget.

Take care.

April Entry

- Work -

I was asked by Mike and Marcel to help out in a film shoot we’re doing for Great Wide. It was good to get out of the office and it really felt like work. I was just there to do all the little things for the guys as they were filming. I was in charge of the shot list, getting stuff, making sure of their things like batteries and tapes, and all the other little things.

We did get kicked off of Wal-Mart’s property because of a miscommunication of things. So that set us back a couple days. We made up for it by getting a trucker to come to us and then we took him around our area or wherever we needed to go. We even got his wife to play the part of a female trucker since we almost never get that.

The project is actually still on hold right now. There are shots we need to do, but it requires us to be on Wal-Mart’s property. Once things get green-lighted, we’ll go and get what we need.

During the film shoot, I was taking pictures with a digital camera that almost never gets used at work. It’s a Canon Power Shot A640. I really like it. I’ve been taking it to lunch and taking random pictures at, going, and coming from lunch. I’d like to buy one especially since it recently dropped in price, but we’ll see how sneaky I can be “borrowing” it from work. It’s not being used. It was just sitting on the shelf depreciating in value. At least I’m putting it to use.

For a week, our production manager and Patrick were gone. They traveled to Las Vegas for an NAB (North American Broadcasters) event. THAT was such a relaxing week at work. It’s always good when someone from work is gone especially when it’s management.

- Video Games -

Since the video game tournament, which I was 2^nd place in by the way, I haven’t touched a game. It was a nice break. Almost one month of no video games, but that comes to an end when Mario Kart Wii comes out. Not only that, but I ordered 2 Nyko Perfect Shot guns for the Wii because they were hard to find. I also had trouble finding Ghost Squad at a Wal-Mart (have a gift card). I ordered it online and it’ll be in sometime after Mario Kart Wii. I’ll get a couple of sharpshooters together and see if we can rip through Ghost Squad.

I also realized how…not fun…it is to just watch people play video games. Yeah…

- Music -

I’m currently in the process of going through ALL my songs in my iPod to make sure each one is played. Usually I would just choose Shuffle or just play my favorites. This way I’ll hear them all…all 1302 of them (so far). I’m only doing this at work though (going through each one in order) so it doesn’t count while I’m playing it in my car.

I got more BoA* stuff from Yesasia. I ordered the Limited Edition 4^th and 5^th Korean album re-releases. Nothing really Limited Edition about it. The only real extra thing was that each came with a DVD that had 2 music videos in each of them. And I also ordered her first Japanese album, “Listen To My Heart.” Have the rest of them so might as well get what I’m missing. I also got “BoA The LIVE X’mas.” That was a great concert. A little weird singing along to some Christmas songs in Spring, but it was good.

And I ordered a couple other CDs . The 2 singles (Korean) of Cheon Sang Ji Hee that I’m missing and Genki Rockets’ “Heavenly Star” single. Can’t wait for those to come in.

- Miscellaneous -

This entry is picture heavy.

Ordered some more Rated-R Superstar apparel. This time I got Edge’s latest shirt, a couple of wrist bands, a beanie, dog tags, and a hoodie/sweatshirt. The last 3 items came in a nice package deal.

Japan Festival was fun. Started cold, but got nice and warm.

AndrewJ called me up to go to a free Houston Dynamo game. Not a huge soccer fan, but it was free and so was I. It was so fun. Yelling and screaming and cheering, WHOO! I have never seen so much orange in one place before.

AndrewN and his family went to California for a wedding. So I was asked to apartment-sit. So what do we do? Pool party! Thanks to everyone that came, went swimming, ate food, played Family Feud, and for having a good time.

And…yeah. Nothing else is coming to mind. Here’s one of the generic pictures I took with the camera from work.

Take care.